Today was okay, not very much happened, but i did go and frolic in the rain while i waited after school...that was fun ^_^ But i didnt see Rossy or Matrim....so was out there frolicing alone :( those meanys. Turns out Rossy was sick but Matrim has no excuse,lol. I get to ride home with Jamee tomorrow, i just hope she doesnt go into cold heartless bitch mode b/c then i am stuck at school....over 5 miles away from home and no one to call b/c everyone works....heh, but hopefully she wont. It's weird, I'm not sure how i feel towards Matrim....it's not love is it? because i dont belive in "love" anymore, people get hurt when you love them like that and i hate seeing people that i care for get hurt, especially when im the one doing it. I guess the feeling is that I'm not so alone after all, that there IS someone out there who feels the same way i do and stuff. Its really weird b/c the moment i saw him i got this vibe, like there was something about him that no one else could tell but i could and that i needed to talk yo him. I'm still not sure why yet...i may never know why *shrugs* All of you probobly sitting there thinking "wow, she finally lost it"....except maybe andrea luv and matt (tenseiga) luv b/c you guys know what i mean...hopefully *L* well i guess im done *hugs*...ADIOS!
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