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Current Music:None
Time:08:20 pm
Current Mood:amusedamused
I am updated spirited escape because it needs to be updated =P hahaha I don't have much to write or say so I suppose I'll throw in a song I like =P hehe
Iced Earth - A question of heaven

The time is close now, the end is near
My walk through the valley, trails of fear
I feel empty, my penance overdue, I guess it's too late now
To be with you
I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be
I sold myself, the death of me
I know you can't forgive me
I know I'm on my own, I've betrayed you
I walk alone

What exactly is the meaning of this
Just pawns in your twisted game
Severe pain for the lie I'm livin'
For a love I never could betray

Question me not say the lord unto thee
You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny
Denied of this life is what you are to be
You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny

Lord I pound my fists at you
Won't you just let me die
Would I not suffer enough
No inner peace no after life

Repeat Bridge

I did what I thought was right
All for the love of my life
I know it's sad but true
Something is very wrong
Condemned to suffer so long
For a love so true

The question that lies within
Is so hard to understand
It still tears at me
And in my dying breath
My heart holds no regrets
I wouldn't change a thing

My spirit begins to rise into the heavenly skies
Just to be shunned away by you
Now all I want is to die, no streets of gold in the sky
And I wash my hands of you

Rising to the heavens light
Just to plea for death
Just to be denied-
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Current Music:Blink 182 "heres a letter"
Subject:heres a poem for you babes
Time:04:33 pm
Current Mood:angryangry
Like shitty flowers that wilt in a week
Cut off my breath, so I can't speak
You stole my heart with no intent to return
My will power is starting to burn
To fade out, like last summer's tan
Lost too much blood now, I cant stand
Cut the skin to the bone
Fell asleep all alone
Staring off into space
What a waste
Lifes a bitch and then you die
Guess thats no lie
The truth hurts, so grit your teeth
Or close your eyes again, so you dont have to see
Here, this letters for you
But the words get confused
I talked a lot of shit, I take most of it back
My grey finally faded into black
The darkness brought a calming effect
As I lay on my bedroom floor and bleed to death

Bon appeteite!!! *L*
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Current Music:Jimmy Eat World - No Sensitivity
Time:03:55 pm
Current Mood:artisticartistic
.......I'm Sorry.......

and well my fav. which is said to be odd by Andrea that crazy woman =P

If I could vacuum pack ure smile and stick it in my pocket I'd never change my pants again
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Current Music:Blink 182 "Go"
Subject:fuck i cant let this get to me....
Time:05:54 pm
Current Mood:disappointeddisappointed
Today was okay, not very much happened, but i did go and frolic in the rain while i waited after school...that was fun ^_^ But i didnt see Rossy or Matrim....so was out there frolicing alone :( those meanys. Turns out Rossy was sick but Matrim has no excuse,lol. I get to ride home with Jamee tomorrow, i just hope she doesnt go into cold heartless bitch mode b/c then i am stuck at school....over 5 miles away from home and no one to call b/c everyone works....heh, but hopefully she wont. It's weird, I'm not sure how i feel towards Matrim....it's not love is it? because i dont belive in "love" anymore, people get hurt when you love them like that and i hate seeing people that i care for get hurt, especially when im the one doing it. I guess the feeling is that I'm not so alone after all, that there IS someone out there who feels the same way i do and stuff. Its really weird b/c the moment i saw him i got this vibe, like there was something about him that no one else could tell but i could and that i needed to talk yo him. I'm still not sure why yet...i may never know why *shrugs* All of you probobly sitting there thinking "wow, she finally lost it"....except maybe andrea luv and matt (tenseiga) luv b/c you guys know what i mean...hopefully *L* well i guess im done *hugs*...ADIOS!
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Current Music:Blink 182 "Easy Target"
Subject:Our signals are getting lost in the ether.....take a deep breath i know i'm gonna regret it
Time:01:15 pm
Current Mood:draineddrained
*dies laughing* oh my goodness luv....i was clicking on the picture thingy...not the thingy for this *ish soooo blonde* sorry babe....i CAN post here...no problem, well excpet that im blonde. Anyways, well i went to church today as usual etc. had to sit with the youth up front today....I dont usually do that b/c i always feel like the pastor is looking at me *drop* and i dont like it. So i passed notes with Burger face and Zetty and poked at Daniel (oh, for those whom i have not told : Danny and Daniel are 2 diff guys...both ex bfs of mine, but 2 diff people nonetheless) Then we played the kitty and the flashlight game (sounds naughty, no?) which means he pokes at me and i try to catch his finger and bite it....i havent won this game yet, which makes me sad. Oh and my poor little nephew Gabriel is in the hospital :( he is very sick....and i hope he gets better soon.
meh, i told Chris the truth finally...that he makes me very uncomfy and that i dont feel the same about him like he does about me and i know he is going to read this but i dont care. I'm sorry i dont feel the same way about you, but its the truth and i hate living a lie, so there it is, in plain black and white. Well here is my first post, hope ya'll enjoy it ....ADIOS!
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Current Music:Grow old with you
Time:01:26 pm
Current Mood:artisticartistic
Well I've been doing lot of thinking bout Nikki these past couple days and this one song came into my head so here it goes =P

I wanna make you smile whenever your sad
carry you around when ure arthritis is bad
oh all I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get ure medicine when ure tummy aches
build a fire for you when the furnace breaks
oh it would be so nice growing old with you
I'll miss you kiss you give you my coat when you are cold
need you feed you even let you hold the remote control
so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
put you to bed when u've had to much to drink
oh I could put the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

and there it is enjoy ^^
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